White trans man , queer, faggy, vegan, anarcho-feminist
My ask box.
I try pretty hard to be anonymous on here. If you have an inkling that you might know me in real life I would really appreciate that you don't read this blog or contact me before hand to check if I'd be ok with it.
My blog is mostly made up of trans related stuff, random late night drunken updates, total over-sharing of my life, the odd bit of food p0rn and the occasional re-blog of something I find interesting.
I had lower surgery this year (metoidioplasty). I tried to blog about it as much as possible. I tagged all the posts which you can find here.
You can read everything I wrote about top surgery and see all of my pictures here. (My top surgery was super cheap, less than £2000, read through my tag and inbox me if you want to know more)
I am super into trans health care and supporting other people medically. I think self-medicating can be a radical act and it's empowering to take control of your own health care. It pisses me off that cisgender people are the gate-keepers to potentially life saving health care for trans people. Inbox me if you you want advice on self-medicating.
I always welcome call-outs.
• Ask me anything
I am really worried about how bad my mental health is and winter, like I normally don’t get bad in winter and then I go mad in spring so now it feels like I have two seasons coming up of not feeling good.
I haven’t been this bad in about 4 years and I don’t know where the fuck it’s come from.
5:15 pm • 4 December 2013 • 1 note • View comments
Anonymous asked: it's kinda rude of your supervisor to ask whether you've been to a doctor or not. probably meant well though. don't feel down though, these kind of comments happen to other people as well. people regularly think i'm under 18 (i'm 25) and my friend (who was 19 at the time) had to show her id at starbucks, because apparently you can't order coffee if your under 12 or something. so your not alone! and with hormones you will look your age in no time. but yes, it would be great if you could be open..
Yeah it was pretty rude but I think she was quite embarrassed when I told her about my hormone deficiency
I know T will eventually make me look older, but yeah I have been on it two years already and I am getting really fed up of people thinking I am so young. I’m really hoping things speed up soon
5:08 pm • 4 December 2013 • 2 notes • View comments
And I wish I lived in a world where I was cis or transphobia didn’t exist so I could just come out and be really blasé, yeah it’s because I’m trans that’s why I look so young, and just get on with it… But no.
12:49 pm • 3 December 2013 • 7 notes • View comments
Today my mentor asked me how old I was and was totally thrown when I said 25, she asked me if I had been to the doctors.
Nervously I said well I do actually have a hormone deficiency and fuck like what have I got myself into now I hope all the slight alterations on the truth aren’t going to come and bite me in the ass
12:48 pm • 3 December 2013 • 11 notes • View comments
WHEN I FINALLY GET A KITTEN IT WOULD BE REALLY REALLY GOOD IF IT LOOKS LIKE THIS.
Life without cat is really very hard indeed.
At least I get to hang out with my partner’s cat tomorrow.
4:26 pm • 2 December 2013 • 4 notes • View comments
People who sent me asks, I’m sorry I have not responded yet, hopefully will get up the energy to do it soon
I am working 40 hours this week…. and 48 next week. I have never done this before, I am pretty tired already.
4:17 pm • 2 December 2013 • View comments
Anonymous asked: how often am I supposed to pump? and will doing it pre-T help? (my size is kind of large already)
I did it twice a day, starting off for ten minutes and building up to thirty. I did it pre-t and got very small results… Well it was either that or the “herbal testosterone booster”
2:27 pm • 30 November 2013 • View comments
Anonymous asked: I hope this is not a stupid questions but how pumping makes your dick bigger? and can you use both before and after surgery?
I think it’s to do with increase the blood flow to the area and that stretching the skin? I could be wrong though
You can pump before and after surgery, although I’ve been failing to do it very often at all since I’ve been post op.
1:32 pm • 30 November 2013 • View comments
Anonymous asked: What kind of pump did you use? I'm looking to buy one and wanna get another guy's opinion on the best brands. :)
I would definitely go for one of these
There are cheaper options out there, but this guy offers a warranty and will design custom cylinders to fit the individual. I’ve had a couple of the magnum/size matters pumps that are often recommended but they have all broken on me.
1:07 pm • 30 November 2013 • 3 notes • View comments
Anonymous asked: how about when hard? if you don't mind my asking. btw it looks so great!
I never measured hard, but I would guess somewhere between 2 and 2.5 inches
12:41 pm • 30 November 2013 • View comments
Really hoping I get results as good as yours. You’ve a cock to be proud of man.
Thanks mate! I guess I was quite lucky with growth, and I was also dedicated to my pumping regime
11:59 am • 30 November 2013 • 1 note • View comments
Anonymous asked: hi I'm so sorry if this is invasive or if you've answered that one before but I'm really considering meto so would you mind telling me what's yourdick size? sorry if its personal and thank you!
I’m just a little under 2 inches
11:36 am • 30 November 2013 • 1 note • View comments