White trans-male , queer, faggy, vegan, anarcho-feminist
I try pretty hard to be anonymous on here, and it's where I get all of my trans stuff out so I don't bore everyone I know in real life about it on a daily basis. If you have an inkling that you might know me in real life I would really appreciate that you don't read this blog, or contact me before hand to check if I'd be ok with it.
My blog is mostly made up of trans related stuff, random late night drunken updates, total over-sharing of my life, the odd bit of food p0rn and the occasional re-blog of something I find interesting.
I also post about my love for my cheeeap-ass surgeon (£2000 wtf!) and pictures of my chest so don't follow me if you don't want to see that. You can read everything I wrote about surgery and see all of my pictures here.
I am super into trans health care and supporting other people medically. I think self-medicating can be a radical act and it's empowering to take control of your own health care. It pisses me off that cisgender people are the gate-keepers to potentially life saving health care for trans people. Inbox me if you you want advice on self-medicating.
I always welcome call-outs.
pansy-boyI tried to book my second stage of metoidioplasty yesterday, it’s going to be in June. Apparently they aren’t booking June yet and the guy will call me back. Seriously though June is only 2 months away, their organisation is weird, like why not book me in now instead of giving me 3 days warning like last time.
IMPATIENT.
Just want my balls already.
Anonymous asked: Thanks for posting. I know it's really personal but I really appreciate it since I'm considering going through it myself. You look really good - I've been over your blog for your experience. I'm glad you're getting to feel more yourself.
Thanks for your kind words
Anonymous asked: your results are really impresive!
Thanks pal
6 weeks post-op from the first stage. Just the testicle implants to go!
If you know me in real life, please do not look at this photo. Genitals are pretty personal yo.
Anonymous asked: Yes, please post pictures. If for anything for information for other trans-males? I'm recently coming to grips with who I am and I'm just... trying to absorb all the information I can from other trans males. It's kind of hard to find any information from trans males who have gone through surgery. I really want to but I'm so scared I'll be unhappy with the results.
I probably will, they will get taken down promptly though if there is any negative comments on them :)
Trying to get through to the guy today to book a date for my second stage of surgery.
I got high and spent a while looking at my naked body, trying to learn to love it and see how much it has changed. It was good to spend some time looking at it and notice more recent changes that have happened without me noticing
TMI
I’d been feeling a little unsure about my cock for some reason, just not having much time to observe my healing recently I felt somehow disconnect from it all.
I wanked myself off in front of the mirror and was amazed by what I saw; my dick looked so hot.
It looked far bigger than I thought it was, I’m definitely a grower and being hard was a hell of a lot more noticeable than pre surgery.
I took some pictures of my cock, and a video of me wanking off. I’m so much of an exhibitionist; I don’t know how I will be able to resist posting a picture tomorrow.
Oh god I’ve been so horrifically busy for 5 days in a row now, I just want to chill in bed but the next 5 days are looking like they have no to little free time in them either :(
Also I am having a mild spot invasion at the moment, seriously there are three of them. Whhyy? I thought I had somehow escaped this.
Last night I spent quite a bit of my evening with someone I lived with a few years ago, and he had no idea who I was. This makes me very happy. Thank you HRT
telling people I’m 24 was hard enough, let alone 25; how the fuck is anyone going to believe that?!
I might have to start praying for facial hair to come in before uni
I’ve been wondering why birthdays make me so anxious and I think it is partially this, 25 has always terrified me a little. And I think also it’s to do with a really emotional birthday where my girlfriend who I was besotted with at the time told me she was in love with me, which marked that start of the abusive relationship which I am still suffering from.
And people still keep telling me, oh 25 you are so young, and it confuses me because I have been hanging out in these anarchist/alternative/queer circles since I was 15 and ten years later people are still telling me ohhh you are so young!!
Anyway today I told someone I was 25 for the first time and she said wow you look amazing! Which was a nicer response than telling me how young I look which made me feel better
And then the shopping centre I was trying to buy over priced fake meat in got evacuated whilst I was doing so, and I was just like heyyy I still have this package in my hand, just gonna walk away now; happy birthday to me!
I’m just gonna hang out with my girlfriend tonight and eat tasty vegan food and watch a trashy movie and try and Skype with Felix and hope I feel better soon.
You know I was feeling sad that no one had said happy birthday on Facebook, then I realised I made my birthday private so no one would know, I felt stupid.
Well this has been a post. Birthdays make me anxious.
Anyone I follow can ask me to unfollow at any time.
No questions asked. I will unfollow.
Yes; if you want me to unfollow you for whatever reason(s), you can tell me and I will do it. Also if you don’t want me to reblog something/anything.
Me too and I hope people will have the same response if I ever ask that of them
(via faunils)
favorite thing to do with my boyf <3
should really stop taking pain medication recreationaly.
naaaah.