Thanks that is pretty reassuring!
White trans man , queer, faggy, vegan, anarcho-feminist
I try pretty hard to be anonymous on here. If you have an inkling that you might know me in real life I would really appreciate that you don't read this blog or contact me before hand to check if I'd be ok with it.
My blog is mostly made up of trans related stuff, random late night drunken updates, total over-sharing of my life, the odd bit of food p0rn and the occasional re-blog of something I find interesting.
I had lower surgery this year (metoidioplasty). I tried to blog about it as much as possible. I tagged all the posts which you can find here.
I am super into trans health care and supporting other people medically. I think self-medicating can be a radical act and it's empowering to take control of your own health care. It pisses me off that cisgender people are the gate-keepers to potentially life saving health care for trans people. Inbox me if you you want advice on self-medicating.
I always welcome call-outs.pansy-boy
I am so very excited about playing snes tonight!
I am feeling right tired but I am hoping that all the vegan sweets with E numbers in will wake me up
And we get to eat vegan pizza and vegan fake chicken yeahhh
I feel weird about this weekend, my girlfriend went to visit her girlfriend in another city and I was thinking I would kind of have a hard time of it because we normally spend our weekends together, and I’m just struggling with her having another relationship in general, but like kind of by coincidence I’ve ended up spending a lot of the weekend with my boyfriend and it hasn’t been getting to me too much. It just all feels pretty weird.
I’m hoping someone might have an answer to this
How does the pain of a nebido injection compare to getting the BCG (tuberculosis vaccine)?
I have to have mine in a few weeks and I am terrified :( I do just fine with the nebido injections, don’t really find them painful
June 2011 - September 2013 (2 years and 3 months on T)
1.5 years post-top-op.
A less dramatic comparison shot. I come from fair-complexioned, hairless stock and I wanted to affirm those who might feel discouraged by the more hirsute guys who have been on T for far less time than them yet have enough facial hair to style and display, because I know how disappointing that can feel when you’ve dreamed of having a goatee for 26 years!
Totally not comfortable identifying as trans.
This graphic is so wrong in so many ways it’s actually difficult to know where to start.
This graphic makes me sick, every time it does the rounds I notice another really fucked up thing about it
Like the drops of rains we are being protected from by the umbrella say “feminine women” and “masculine men”
Argh that is is fucking awful, whoever made this and thought that was ok?! Like loads and loads of trans people fall under those categories!!
There keeps being PowerPoint presentations at uni written in comic sans and it annoys me so much. Like I just completely stop paying attention cos I can’t stand that don’t so much
I had nice spooning last night with my boyf and tonight we are going to eat vegan junk food and play the snes.
I’m so excited, it’s been ages since we played computer games together!
I’m feeling so emotional and tearful… I really hope that getting my shot today makes me all emotionally cold again for a while, I cannot deal with this.
I have to have my shot from the transphobic nurse though, and then a 2 hour driving lesson, and then a study date with my partner.
So not exactly a chilled out day, I will probably go for a run in the morning too. Anyway, at least I won’t have to wake up before half seven!
didn’t think this website would end up being so addictive :/
Wooo get to lie in till 7.20am tomorrow!
Can’t believe that is now what constitutes a lie in :/
I started doing decline push ups, I was bored of regular push ups, they got too easy and when you can do a set of 100 it takes too much time to reach exhaustion
Decline push ups are fun… I like my new challenge, I’m wondering how long it will take me to do a set of 100 decline push ups
Anonymous asked: Heyy, i hope this isn't SUPER intrusive, I only ask as u seem so open about masturbating and your junk and what not. I just feel very dissatisfied when i masturbate cause afterwards i feel this sinking feeling like.. wheres my dick?! It got to the point where i can only cum when i really try hard to imagine i have one now. Its not that i hate my current genitals its just that i really want a dick. Have u ever felt this/ did surgery help?
I definitely hear you on that one, I felt very similar pre surgery, I think it is pretty common to feel dysphoric when getting yourself off.
I’m sorry I don’t have much advice to give you other than trying to work towards feeling more comfortable in your body, which sounds like a crock of shit! I tried my hardest to feel more comfortable with my junk and it did work to some degree… Nothing in comparison to the changes in how I felt about my junk after having lower surgery though, I pretty much have no dysphoria around my genitals now
Anonymous asked: hi! I came across your tumblr while searching for trans health. but I wasn't able to find the answers that's I'm looking for and hence I would like to consult you.. fellow transman mentioned to me regarding that it's dangerous to continue HRT for over a year without hysterectomy? is it true?
There’s a lot of conflicting information around this, generally people mention a few years on T as oppose to just the one.
I read a lot about it all before deciding to have my hysto. There are a lot of good posts about it on the yahoo group “ftmsurgeryinfo” I would highly recommend joining if you haven’t already and searching through the messages and reading up on it.